My tongue naturally drips for you, even when I'm furious or frustrated. In other rare moments between us, I find myself saying things the way my electric center wants to say them. Even now I'm shocked and embarrassed to know that anyone heard them.

I don't even know if the words ever came naturally to you. Sometimes, knowing how you choose words with absolute care, I'm surprised you ever allowed yourself to say things you haven't said in years. Most of them you've just started to say less and less as of late.