All this week I've been making lists, placing things in categories. I've been trying to figure out what about myself I'm prepared to own up to, accept as just parts of me that I can't shake, and others that I need to change. There are plenty in each category. Through this list-making, the one thing that's become most obvious to me is that it might behoove me to change my approach to life. I've become more and more someone who lives for what will be, what might be. I think it might help to be more realistic and take things for what they are. Starting now: I'm tired as all get-out from my new job and broke as shit.